Is "IT" ever going to come???

I am starting to get anxious...uptight...frustrated...excited...nervous...and every other emotion on the emotional roller coaster. I am ready. At least I think I am. I am ready to be able to put my pants on without so much effort, I know that for sure. To be able to bend over and pick up toys off the floor without feeling like I am 80 or going to pee my pants. I am done. I have never loved being pregnant...sorry, I just don't. Yes, it is an amazing experience...that I feel really should only last....three months?, yes three months would be great. I could do that without whining. Okay so I still would probably whine, because that is what I do, but three months would be better.



I can't wait to find out WHO this little person is. It really is strange not knowing "what" our baby is. I am glad that we waited...but I wish that I had some kind of inkling of which sex this baby is going to be. Ellie's new answer when people ask her what our baby is going to be is, "we are still thinking about it", funny. I would love to be a little more prepared...but really, how much does a newborn need? Diapers, wipes, onesies, a blanket or two and I'm good for a few days right. Sure hope so cuz that is about all I have prepared. I have washed a few newborn things for both, bought a few things for both, and set up the pack and play in our room, but now I am just even more anxious and annoyed that it is not happening. Sam keeps suggesting that I go jump on the trampoline...I am tempted, but I would like some kind of guarentee that if I subject myself to that kind of humiliation it will be worth it.

Yesterday we found out that Dax has the flu...lots of fun. I took him to the Dr. because someone told me that the H1N1 virus had been confirmed in his school (so thrilled) but his pediatrician reassured me that it isn't as bad as everyone makes it out to be. It is really just the flu in June. Okay, I can handle that. And there is no throwing up, bonus. She didn't send anything out to be tested, but he does have several of the symptoms: Fever, sore throat, aches, stomach ache. She said normally she wouldn't prescribe anything, but because I am pregnant and we want this virus out of our house and our people before this baby comes she gave him a prescription. I kept him home again today and he is a totally different child. The meds are working a miracle. He hasn't ran a fever since yesterday around 2 and he is up playing with a ball and jumping around. I am glad he is feeling better.

I spent the day yesterday Lysoling everything in sight, washing bedding and anything else in my way. I dusted and vacuumed the house and this morning I got up and mopped my floors and washed my rugs. My laundry room is empty!! Everything PUT AWAY! .....I think I am nesting. I think I am tired...but now "IT" better come soon cuz I don't know how soon I can do all those things in such a short period of time again!